Saturday, March 19, 2016

pain

I'm not certain if I have ever been in more pain in my entire life. My knee pre surgery was pretty bad.  Post-first kickboxing lesson, I couldn't walk properly... but this is so much worse. As in, I'd have to hold my breath in order to stand, otherwise I would cry and/or pass out. If I was walking or carrying something, it would be halfway okay, but standing I would feel the blood leave my face- and I would have to take a deep breath and just hold it. Luckily I can talk and slowly exhale at the same time. I don't think any of my tables noticed.
I was fine until about 1 this afternoon, and then it just said no. The heat that is radiating from my back is insane. So, that's been a solid 8 hours on my feet in the most pain I can remember being in. Crazy.
Going to try to sleep for a few hours before my 8 hour shift tomorrow. I get Monday and Tuesday off. I'll be okay. I hope. :-p


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