trust

It's funny, really. I'm okay about this new development for the most part. The only reason that I'm not completely okay with it were the words "what if God wants us to get back together? that would be such a testimony." He wasn't talking about me.  She doesn't make him be a better person. She tears him down. She makes him doubt his manhood. She selfishly requires too much from him without giving in return. She has no concept of love.
He doesn't necessarily want to get back with her, but the idea is still there. He doesn't want her to think that he's moved on completely.
She was his wife, but why?!  He had a dream the other day about kissing someone else and waking up with the feeling "oh, so this is what it is supposed to be like". That's what I want for him.

But here's the deal. God said "trust me", so I say "fine." None of this is mine to worry about or control. I am his best friend who loves him more than anything else in the world, so I will be there for him the moment he needs it, but this is his.