10 more weeks until my last day of work. I think. Potentially. See, the funny thing is, Colorado is looking like it's off the table, the wedding out there I mean. So I'm going to have to make some changes to my itinerary. I might have to go out there this next week to rescue my best friend, we'll see. If that's the case, it might change everything. Which I don't mind, it's just change. It's funny, I very nearly bought my plane ticket the night before she told me about the probable postponement/off the table of the wedding.
I talked to Micah for several hours last night, which was refreshing. He told me about this married woman that's been flirting with him, and about a dream he had. It revealed to me more areas in which I need to let go... the "what if he chooses someone else" would at this point rip out my soul. In the twisted psyche, it means that I was in fact not perfect, not awesome and amazing. But just another mediocre, and not good enough. Which is messed up, I'm aware.
It's not even on the table at this point, so it's really moot. Just an observation that I need to work on.
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